wants and needs...

i tink my heart's so unpredictable. Some days i just want to be left alone, some days i yearn for social company and some days.. well i wish for a special someone. tsk. inefficiency of emotions...

somehow all that happened today. 0_o" anyways, good thing i have my bruddas to distract me from all that ah. Played soccer in the odac room again after the long hours of brain activity (maths test followed by 1 and 1/2 hrs of chem lecture). Azri, shaz and fir practised their jamming. Somehow i seem to forget tomorrow's a school day and holiday is only on friday onwards. how i miss the good ol' days back last year. Tried to study but all end up talking and crapping under the lamppost. hahaz. Dang, life's so different now.

argh, honestly i cant stop thinking of that issue. What if u did find ur other self, would u wait till life's all settled and stuff (parents often think after U would be a good time) or as soon as possible to get into a relationship? wait and ull lose her probably. rush into things, and ull probably lose it as well. Bummer. Timing's of essence i guess. Or perhaps little MeiSze is right all along, i think too much.

So many preety faces, yet so few with honest hearts... im glad i did find you~ =)