i dreamt of her...amore

ever had a dream which u felt was so real and yet surreal at the same time?

i did.

this very morning.

In that dream, she came back into my life. And somehow i was delighted. Come to think of it, that's not supposed to happen. I should be frustrated as she was the cause of that major heartbreak around a year ago. yeah,the one which dissipated my emotions. (and im still recovering from it)

But i was delighted. A sense of euphoria which i havent felt for a long time; that very thing called love. (or puppy love for that matter)

and when we held hands, it felt so real that i actually wanted to blog about her return to my life. (how ludicrous is that!)

then i was woken up by the incessant noise of the new vacuum my parents bought.

now im left wonderin. what is my subconscious state of mind trying to tell me?

have i really gotten over her?

maybe im just craving for some much needed affection. =