im scared. scared of myself.

hmm. i often wonder whut pple mean when they talk about their inner demons (obviously not supposed to be taken literally). are they triggered by a lack of smthing in one's life? or by one's suppressed inner desires? or are they the product of a tormented past? for example a perpetual victim of child abuse...

it scares me.

the whole idea of knowing that you haf this side of you dat could do serious damage.but you're constantly on guard. ensuring ure alwaes in control...

but what happens when u slip or become complacent?

drugs and alcohol are ultimately the inner demon's weapons of choice.

but perhaps im tinkin too much. again.